To those who told me to leave

When I was younger, many people told me if I was dissatisfied with how things work here, I should leave Hong Kong instead of trying to change things. These people are all pro-CCP.

So now I am quite angry that the CCP is saying that it won't be happy to see those who are dissatisfied leaving the country.

Do you understand how I feel? I feel that I am trapped and enslaved.

There is no way for us to thrive here unless we strive for changes. Not letting us leave nor change the system is equivalent to tell us to die a long, painful and unfruitful life.

The core problem for HK is that the population has long exceeded the geographical limit by almost 100%, while the CCP is still pushing people down without giving us MORE LAND. The same problem exists for most larger cities in China, which is why the CCP is stretching itself to keep the people stay put. Read the news and find out how Wuhan government described the number of population there before and after the COVID-19 attack. The increase was in millions. Big cities always attract population. Hong Kong is not a special case here. China has an unfortunate share of city-unfriendly geographical setup so the government is not the only one to blame for all the aftermath created from this overpopulated scenario.

Why won't the CCP just let us go? That will be a happy ending for most.

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題目 : 香港是這樣 - 部落格分类 : 新聞報道

tag : periodic_rant

不斷倒下

看來我在香港的日子已經處於倒數階段。

全港復工(不計航空)不久,最近倒下在地板上的日子、次數和長度越來越長,開始有生命危險了。因為怕會危及病弱和老人,所以不敢吃任何壓仰免疫反應的藥物,避免成為超級傳播者,導致一大堆人要隔離……

是的,車時回復正常的4-5小時一天(所以我這個月交津拿不少),鄰居還有工作單位同大廈的人們也開始故態復萌,輪流早上狂抽煙至半夜。

最近自己查文獻,懷疑自己有長期的"Bezold–Jarisch reflex",所以經常血壓非常低而且心跳比正常明顯慢(兩者皆醫生證實)。最近有時還會因為血管性水腫,開眼都有困難而被誤會沒好好睡,沒自律管理自己狀態,又想起從小一洗臉、一碰什麼地方就會紅掉,搞到旁人以為我有心理問題在自虐/暴哭。

但你不能叫鄰居(複數)不吸煙,也不能叫別的單位的人(複數)不要在樓層內吸煙。我相信國安法都解決不到這班煙民危害他人生命安全的恐佈行為。

而事實上二手三手煙不同牛奶雞蛋這些實際無害的常見致敏元,大量科學證據證實什麼手的煙都是有害的,所以從前醫生們曾嘗試把我的免疫反應壓下去,結果我的身體會直接發燒一頭半月以及真的染上各種常見疾病(如感冒)直到我失去工作為止。有些人的生命就是抽不到好籤,活動範圍總被煙民搞到。

Sorry我係「真窮撚」,沒能自費讀到僱主寵愛的文憑(長春籐那些當年要是能自費是絕對沒問題能進到的),沒有叫價能力無法爭到空氣質素好一點的工作,於是戰力大減事業受壓無法找到空氣好的住所,「我」不是我,這就是我對「香港」的最深刻的印象。有人叫我去大灣區,於是打開看看Windy大中華地區的空氣污染——我覺得不離開亞洲幾乎是沒用的。之前和家人去日本做「人肉導航器」,除了上到雪山那段人是清醒的,其他時間症狀沒好過。所以學會了日文也是無法改變(雖說看動漫和實用技能的參考書很爽啦)。

我相信空氣污染的受害者還有很多,但他們可能對本身的表現沒什麼期望,所以他們就算狀態不好都覺得沒有損失,大不了工作不斷被炒就打散工長住公屋拿綜援在家裡煲劇然後隨便找個人結婚生仔再派新的公屋。(所以我覺得香港的敏感率每代都升幾倍係有原因的,污染增加只係其一。)

但我真的不甘心啊。

p.s. 有人說外國一樣有煙民,不過像丹麥那樣一間房間都有幾百呎、八百呎一間屋已經係「低消費之選」,「鄰居」的物理定義根本就不一樣……

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半年回顧

最近這半年真的經常回家不久就累到倒地,身體積存了不少壓力經常無處發洩(倒地就打不了格文啊,為避二手煙半夜去練跑就更是無可能),車程自然是元兇。家裡有點錢的網友會質疑為什麼不借錢買車解決生活質素的問題,不過我這行係出名有生活質素就會月光(但直到你六十歲都不會合資格上公屋),而我家需要錢。

所以小女子正宗的賣命換錢。謝謝收看21世紀全球化奴制實錄。當然那邊廂疫情關係沒工開直接餓死(例如印度那些)的更吸眼球就是了。不狗血不看的讀者請過檔。

最近兩年的排程都只有指數式增加我的車程,去到我連書都看不成的地步。因為在路上看書真的沒可能,追巴士小巴尤其緊張,因為APPS預計到達的時間極不準確,然後就是你不主動截車,很大機會車不會自動停下來直接飛站……浪費了很多時間精力而且工作前/後的發作次數只有增加,而且吃飯的時間經常被侵蝕、推遲,甚至因為時間錯檔吃不到營養好/易消化的,或被迫吃高機率肚痛/肚瀉的選擇、導致體能無法再搞上去。

有時老闆和客戶問我為什麼你不這樣那樣,我都不敢照直說因為我吃了敏感發作的東西正在肚痛一會急着要跑廁所,因為之前已經不少人明明沒有醫生牌就一口斷言我是心理作用(又叫情緒問題)……所以我好明為什麼有人濕疹到要自殺,因為有些症狀成因有很多但不懂的人會一口咬定是你的錯,而客戶或者老闆的水平不是你能控制的(他們不懂醫學以及努力找你的碴來壓價才是正常的),而不是所有家長都有愛心去關照有敏感症的成年孩子,不少都只會想盡辦法把他們丟出家去,總之養到成年沒死掉不就可以合法地事不關己只求不再眼冤了啊。

之前被生了孩子的同事請吃了糖醋薑,三大條薑咬下去之後鼻水直流像壞掉的水喉近一小時。不是鼻血是鼻水。人肉驗證了薑提升免疫反應……

基本上我覺得我長期BMI不合格地低以及身體很弱的原因是自行調節避免敏感反應影響生活所致,所以如果今年神可以達成我的生日願望我真心想到丹麥。那就一次過可以完成很多願望(=解決很多問題)。

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tag : 香港沒落 中國詛咒

Happy Mother's Day

It is undeniably hard to be a responsible mum these days.

You cannot tell your kids not to pay attention to what's happening in the world because all those changes are going to affect their life uncontrollably and they can only be prepared by watching these "accidents" and accepting that luck is needed to be successful from a young age, and SURVIVAL is not even guaranteed.
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True Death Rate

Finally somebody is facing the killing power of COVID-19 squarely.

Everyone understands that it is very possible that people with the disease were dead and had not been able to get the medical help they need. If we rely on the numbers of the hospitals, it would give us a very wrong idea because it would be missing those who dropped dead and looked like they had a heart attack etc.

Many cities have been reporting that the number of dead bodies were increased by several times.

It is quite safe to assume that most of the extra fatality had been caused by COVID-19.

Assuming this virus has a similar transmission power to the common flu, then it would be obvious to say that the true death rate is several times greater than flu.

This is a bad omen because most people would remember how the hospitals got fed up every winter. If COVID-19 turns out like the flu, where vaccines can only protect some if the strain was guessed correctly, even if the death rate would be cut by half, the hospital system will still collapse...

題目 : 醫學 - 部落格分类 : 學術文藝

tag : COVID-19

糧食鏈崩壞初癥

最近在不同的餐廳都吃到了變壞/受污染的東西,不斷隔幾天就肚瀉,今天就跑了五回……還倒在工作桌上近半小時。同事大大地抱怨我彈性上班太厲害,變相有很多東西都分工得不好。

瀉掉的食物還是要再買再吃,這幾星期下來的糧費急升,但人越來越弱,因為肚子不適影響進食、運動和睡眠,最近肌肉有點退化,人越來越容易乏力,結果該做而未做的工作越來越多,壓力越來越大,經常做到半夜、第二天工作又幾乎遲到(巴士地鐵班次太疏經常改班次是個很大的排程變數),身心狀態都不怎麼樣。

最恐佈的不是樓價大跌,而是大部分人都沒法向上流,但生活質素無限期地處於痛苦的水平。像我這些個案真的不知捱到什麼時候會爆掉。

如果本來世界糧食是夠的,因為這類物流處理問題導致飢荒,就算不WWIII都會內戰四起……

p.s. 這種時候會很感激自己獨居,不然半夜打文發洩絕對會嚇到家人。

題目 : 香港是這樣 - 部落格分类 : 新聞報道

tag : 心理歷史學

[月經]近況報告

最近空氣質素大降,明顯中國不少工廠復工了,敏感又經常發作,但因交通減班次,每天車程合共超時一小時為之等閒,結果這星期有兩次回到家做了家務不到一小時就倒在地板上動彈不得,直到半夜空氣質素變好一點才回魂。但這種時間體力值減半,做事事倍功半,而且很容易導致第二天工作遲到,導致欠交事項越來越長。

然後有些餐廳大概生意不好食材處理馬虎,最近即使不回老家吃也有一定機率大噴瀉,搞到體力經常不足,令該做的事都無法做完。如果自煮,因為交通班次不穩定,基本上無法離開居住地區工作太久,收入會連交租都不夠——我所有的工作場所都不能帶食物進去,也沒有足夠所有員工帶飯放飯的場所或者存放食物的空間,所以帶飯有實際問題,更何況租契寫明禁止煮食。要租貴多過一倍或者再租遠一小時車程的才可以解決問題……

說起來最近好像不少大X樂都直接關門了。有人告訴我因為它被人認為是藍店所以被罷食,我說這家品牌經濟好的時候我吃十次有五次都會瀉,因此早已罷吃,還道我如果是藍的,一定會大罵:「這才不是藍店,是黑店!」

這種衛生水平的店子,關了才能守住香港人的健康。要是沒有罷吃這回事,說不定已成為播毒大站、「名垂千古」的死神!

其實吃不好睡不夠每天抵抗身體的呼喚掙扎去上班真的很令我怨氣日重,不過我都知除了移民之外,我這些長相不佳兼沒有家底還要供養老人、政府也不支持人們讀第二本科過檔另一條事業軌道的女生實在別無選擇。

……就看看我幾時捱到爆炸失去常性了。

題目 : 香港是這樣 - 部落格分类 : 新聞報道

市內半小時一班車的非常時期

開始對「半小時一班車」(起點到終點的那幾程車的等待時間加起來)的現實感到心理疲倦。地鐵轉幾次,每次平均十分鐘,最後不也是半小時……

巴士、小巴尤其要命。你不眼明手快地揮手,車會直飛過去。巴士有APP告算你什麼時候有車,路面正常時通常正負兩三分鐘,雖然三、四十分鐘一班不少,但要是附近有安全的地方可以坐下來看點字,那還算好,就那幾分鐘金晴火眼地玩截車GAME。只是有時沒車就是沒車,開飯時間不斷被壓縮、推遲,最近不時只能以M記甚至即時麵裹肚,最後連格文都沒機會打就睡倒了。

小巴就更離譜。官網說幾分鐘一班,可以實際上等半小時都沒上到車(但沒有塞車囉,根本就是沒車在跑)。經濟差砍了班次我能理解,但起碼更新官網呀?然後這幾星期有兩次還被小巴埋站時直撞,幸好本人有學好公路單車,見到對方將會剎不停時會在最後關頭自動跳開、逃跑之類,所以暫時身體未有和任何小巴發生碰撞,不過如果是別人,抱「相信司機」的信念,可能傻傻的直入棺材(兩次)了。

所以最近我都覺有很多事情都不是錢可以解決,而是你個人訓練出來的不能賺錢的能力比較能「過關」。例如最近的嚴重肺炎個案,醫生決定有限資源可以救誰的時候,幾個病危的患者年齡病史條件相近,肯定就是那個平時玩長跑(之類)的會優先獲救,因為這傢伙比較懂如何恢復體力,知道要「睇餸食飯」不會亂來但能捱苦,高機率能最後努力成功回到職場,這樣可以鼓勵之後的康復者不要自暴自棄。

將來大家留意一下這類新聞,小心看一下這些醫療系統爆掉的重災區從鬼門關逃出來、在抱怨動一下都很吃力的,應該是跑手背景沒錯。

p.s. 15/4:看到了看到了,那個被插喉的律師個案就是跑手沒錯。

題目 : 香港是這樣 - 部落格分类 : 新聞報道

累倒地板X2

又來了,這星期幾近隔天就要差不多通頂……因為車程問題手忙腳亂到幾近隔天吃即食麵不特止而且三餐不時在奇怪的時間吃,還要沒時間做運動,然後因為車上空氣不怎麼樣鼻敏感又發作睡也睡不好。

結果就是在地板上睡倒起碼兩小時才能爬起床刷牙洗白白正式上床。不過之前三月因為跑山多,最近新陳代謝比較快,上星期弄傷的傷口癒合得很快,加上最近大家都應該勤做清潔,沒有像從前那樣,傷口總是發炎要拖很久才好。

新番應該暫沒時間試看,不過如果之後政府發出禁足令,應該就會有空看了吧!

p.s. 分兩天終於更新了一整星期的格文份量……之前累到睡倒地板,寫好的文都沒發的說!

題目 : 自省時間 - 部落格分类 : 單身自由

New job, new injury

In the past month I have been trying out a new job and I have to say that parental investment is really important these days to ensure successful results at work, not only academic results (which is now scientifically shown to be true). I can easily imagine how a rich kid, with full supplies from the family and ample time to prepare, can excel much better than I had done.

No wonder there were so MANY young kids around the world doing things like throwing COVID parties, and there were trends on the micro-blogging circle discussing the #BOOMREMOVER...

I can't really blame them for their "irresponsible" and "selfish" behavior.

It is not a world where you an excel with talent and effort. You need your parents to be RICH in order to succeed... or else what you receive is that "I know you have tried your best but that is not really what I want." I think I can sympathize with those "HKgals" who are determined to marry themselves into rich families, after being humiliated for all those years and failed to gain access to anything that would make them thrive.

Since my family doesn't own a car, transportation can only be a bigger and bigger problem day by day as reduced service and unpredictable timetable has been adopted due to the social upheaval which has lasted for almost a year now. I was so stressed out today such that as I ran to a bus stop with full load on my back this morning, I sent myself flying and crashed onto the concrete ground without anything tripping me nor something nearby to knock my balance out. My legs just suddenly had all the energy sucked out into nowhere.

I landed in full accordance to my years of JUDO training so the bruises were not bad and I could get myself up and in time for the bus (thank you very much to the old lady who helped me up... I didn't say my thanks in time). Well, at least there are things you can get with effort and talent, which is to protect yourself from worse things that could have happened.

題目 : 自省時間 - 部落格分类 : 單身自由

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人類有很多不同的屬性,有一兩種偏離正常(就當是十分之一吧)是很平常的。假設人有5種互相沒有關係的屬性,五個數值都是「正常」的機會只有一半左右。
但是如果五個數值之中,同時有三種是「不正常」的,那麼100人之中,就只有不到一人,堪稱「異界人」了。

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