半年回顧

最近這半年真的經常回家不久就累到倒地,身體積存了不少壓力經常無處發洩(倒地就打不了格文啊,為避二手煙半夜去練跑就更是無可能),車程自然是元兇。家裡有點錢的網友會質疑為什麼不借錢買車解決生活質素的問題,不過我這行係出名有生活質素就會月光(但直到你六十歲都不會合資格上公屋),而我家需要錢。

所以小女子正宗的賣命換錢。謝謝收看21世紀全球化奴制實錄。當然那邊廂疫情關係沒工開直接餓死(例如印度那些)的更吸眼球就是了。不狗血不看的讀者請過檔。

最近兩年的排程都只有指數式增加我的車程,去到我連書都看不成的地步。因為在路上看書真的沒可能,追巴士小巴尤其緊張,因為APPS預計到達的時間極不準確,然後就是你不主動截車,很大機會車不會自動停下來直接飛站……浪費了很多時間精力而且工作前/後的發作次數只有增加,而且吃飯的時間經常被侵蝕、推遲,甚至因為時間錯檔吃不到營養好/易消化的,或被迫吃高機率肚痛/肚瀉的選擇、導致體能無法再搞上去。

有時老闆和客戶問我為什麼你不這樣那樣,我都不敢照直說因為我吃了敏感發作的東西正在肚痛一會急着要跑廁所,因為之前已經不少人明明沒有醫生牌就一口斷言我是心理作用(又叫情緒問題)……所以我好明為什麼有人濕疹到要自殺,因為有些症狀成因有很多但不懂的人會一口咬定是你的錯,而客戶或者老闆的水平不是你能控制的(他們不懂醫學以及努力找你的碴來壓價才是正常的),而不是所有家長都有愛心去關照有敏感症的成年孩子,不少都只會想盡辦法把他們丟出家去,總之養到成年沒死掉不就可以合法地事不關己只求不再眼冤了啊。

之前被生了孩子的同事請吃了糖醋薑,三大條薑咬下去之後鼻水直流像壞掉的水喉近一小時。不是鼻血是鼻水。人肉驗證了薑提升免疫反應……

基本上我覺得我長期BMI不合格地低以及身體很弱的原因是自行調節避免敏感反應影響生活所致,所以如果今年神可以達成我的生日願望我真心想到丹麥。那就一次過可以完成很多願望(=解決很多問題)。

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題目 : 香港是這樣 - 部落格分类 : 新聞報道

tag : 香港沒落 中國詛咒

Happy Mother's Day

It is undeniably hard to be a responsible mum these days.

You cannot tell your kids not to pay attention to what's happening in the world because all those changes are going to affect their life uncontrollably and they can only be prepared by watching these "accidents" and accepting that luck is needed to be successful from a young age, and SURVIVAL is not even guaranteed.
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True Death Rate

Finally somebody is facing the killing power of COVID-19 squarely.

Everyone understands that it is very possible that people with the disease were dead and had not been able to get the medical help they need. If we rely on the numbers of the hospitals, it would give us a very wrong idea because it would be missing those who dropped dead and looked like they had a heart attack etc.

Many cities have been reporting that the number of dead bodies were increased by several times.

It is quite safe to assume that most of the extra fatality had been caused by COVID-19.

Assuming this virus has a similar transmission power to the common flu, then it would be obvious to say that the true death rate is several times greater than flu.

This is a bad omen because most people would remember how the hospitals got fed up every winter. If COVID-19 turns out like the flu, where vaccines can only protect some if the strain was guessed correctly, even if the death rate would be cut by half, the hospital system will still collapse...

題目 : 醫學 - 部落格分类 : 學術文藝

tag : COVID-19

糧食鏈崩壞初癥

最近在不同的餐廳都吃到了變壞/受污染的東西,不斷隔幾天就肚瀉,今天就跑了五回……還倒在工作桌上近半小時。同事大大地抱怨我彈性上班太厲害,變相有很多東西都分工得不好。

瀉掉的食物還是要再買再吃,這幾星期下來的糧費急升,但人越來越弱,因為肚子不適影響進食、運動和睡眠,最近肌肉有點退化,人越來越容易乏力,結果該做而未做的工作越來越多,壓力越來越大,經常做到半夜、第二天工作又幾乎遲到(巴士地鐵班次太疏經常改班次是個很大的排程變數),身心狀態都不怎麼樣。

最恐佈的不是樓價大跌,而是大部分人都沒法向上流,但生活質素無限期地處於痛苦的水平。像我這些個案真的不知捱到什麼時候會爆掉。

如果本來世界糧食是夠的,因為這類物流處理問題導致飢荒,就算不WWIII都會內戰四起……

p.s. 這種時候會很感激自己獨居,不然半夜打文發洩絕對會嚇到家人。

題目 : 香港是這樣 - 部落格分类 : 新聞報道

tag : 心理歷史學

市內半小時一班車的非常時期

開始對「半小時一班車」(起點到終點的那幾程車的等待時間加起來)的現實感到心理疲倦。地鐵轉幾次,每次平均十分鐘,最後不也是半小時……

巴士、小巴尤其要命。你不眼明手快地揮手,車會直飛過去。巴士有APP告算你什麼時候有車,路面正常時通常正負兩三分鐘,雖然三、四十分鐘一班不少,但要是附近有安全的地方可以坐下來看點字,那還算好,就那幾分鐘金晴火眼地玩截車GAME。只是有時沒車就是沒車,開飯時間不斷被壓縮、推遲,最近不時只能以M記甚至即時麵裹肚,最後連格文都沒機會打就睡倒了。

小巴就更離譜。官網說幾分鐘一班,可以實際上等半小時都沒上到車(但沒有塞車囉,根本就是沒車在跑)。經濟差砍了班次我能理解,但起碼更新官網呀?然後這幾星期有兩次還被小巴埋站時直撞,幸好本人有學好公路單車,見到對方將會剎不停時會在最後關頭自動跳開、逃跑之類,所以暫時身體未有和任何小巴發生碰撞,不過如果是別人,抱「相信司機」的信念,可能傻傻的直入棺材(兩次)了。

所以最近我都覺有很多事情都不是錢可以解決,而是你個人訓練出來的不能賺錢的能力比較能「過關」。例如最近的嚴重肺炎個案,醫生決定有限資源可以救誰的時候,幾個病危的患者年齡病史條件相近,肯定就是那個平時玩長跑(之類)的會優先獲救,因為這傢伙比較懂如何恢復體力,知道要「睇餸食飯」不會亂來但能捱苦,高機率能最後努力成功回到職場,這樣可以鼓勵之後的康復者不要自暴自棄。

將來大家留意一下這類新聞,小心看一下這些醫療系統爆掉的重災區從鬼門關逃出來、在抱怨動一下都很吃力的,應該是跑手背景沒錯。

p.s. 15/4:看到了看到了,那個被插喉的律師個案就是跑手沒錯。

題目 : 香港是這樣 - 部落格分类 : 新聞報道

New job, new injury

In the past month I have been trying out a new job and I have to say that parental investment is really important these days to ensure successful results at work, not only academic results (which is now scientifically shown to be true). I can easily imagine how a rich kid, with full supplies from the family and ample time to prepare, can excel much better than I had done.

No wonder there were so MANY young kids around the world doing things like throwing COVID parties, and there were trends on the micro-blogging circle discussing the #BOOMREMOVER...

I can't really blame them for their "irresponsible" and "selfish" behavior.

It is not a world where you an excel with talent and effort. You need your parents to be RICH in order to succeed... or else what you receive is that "I know you have tried your best but that is not really what I want." I think I can sympathize with those "HKgals" who are determined to marry themselves into rich families, after being humiliated for all those years and failed to gain access to anything that would make them thrive.

Since my family doesn't own a car, transportation can only be a bigger and bigger problem day by day as reduced service and unpredictable timetable has been adopted due to the social upheaval which has lasted for almost a year now. I was so stressed out today such that as I ran to a bus stop with full load on my back this morning, I sent myself flying and crashed onto the concrete ground without anything tripping me nor something nearby to knock my balance out. My legs just suddenly had all the energy sucked out into nowhere.

I landed in full accordance to my years of JUDO training so the bruises were not bad and I could get myself up and in time for the bus (thank you very much to the old lady who helped me up... I didn't say my thanks in time). Well, at least there are things you can get with effort and talent, which is to protect yourself from worse things that could have happened.

題目 : 自省時間 - 部落格分类 : 單身自由

DDOS結局不可避

全球化的「數口」最恐佈的地方,就是作為「結局」的大型疫症造成大崩盤和一開始的甜頭「高速經濟發展」是同一條因果鏈,前面開得越大,後面也爆得越勁,所以英國肯脫歐還有香港及台灣不是所有人都覺得「靠中國開飯很好」令我認為將來還不是死路一條。辛苦的路不是人人肯走,但是只要還有人願意走,就會有希望。丹麥的歷史就是這樣走出來的。他們都認自己「不久之前」還是「荒野」上的一堆「蠻族」,連飛機廣告都賣自己「周圍去把別人的強項抱回來」(雖然有人上演玻璃心碎掉的把戲但是被看穿是五毛在搞分化哈哈哈)。

但因為課本不是那麼寫,所以我一直都不敢說。從小阿媽教導:阻人發達即是叫別人來殺你;提出和大家的信仰相反的學說,就會被判罪活活燒死!

沒錯我從小明顯就是個天生的異端,專門烏鴉嘴句句說出來都是別人不想聽到的事情——像我這些只能赤手空拳自衛,連父母都說無能保護我,除了馬後炮之外,大概只能做李文亮那種要是有天忍不住發聲不只被打壓最後也是救不到人而自己也得死的很慘的下場。

經歷過今回COVID-19對全世界的醫療系統發動的DDOS之後的恐佈場面,全世界的醫護之後應該都會學乖了——有時做好人過了頭,換來的代價就是和病人一起死光光。醫護罷工本質上的確不道德,但政府還有不少納稅人也並不見得道德到哪去,這和政治體系沒有關係,純粹是普世人性之不見棺材不流淚。

醫生的職責其實和軍隊是沒兩樣的,只是軍人的對象是「人類」和「正規武器」,醫生是「傷患」和「病原體」。如果緊急時期軍人可以有很大的權利調動人力物力,醫護其實也應該有相對的命令權,而不是卑微地在那裡跪地求政府封關不果然後和病人一起被送死。是的「醫護為了維護人民安全搞罷工」根本就是一場體制鬧劇。讀政治、金融之類的根本就不懂醫學(可能病毒和細菌有什麼分別的示意圖都畫不出),誰旨意他們在疫症面前可以保護人民安全而不是只懂看GDP和搞維穩就真的是傻的了。不懂就別來亂,放權給懂的人搞啊!

題目 : 論文。報告。心得 - 部落格分类 : 學術文藝

tag : 心理歷史學

2 months into COVID19

1. I have always known a few Italians ("real" ones, not those emigrating from China) and I have heard complaints about how the Italians, including the government, are being stupid in face of the challenge of the new virus.

Well you see, Westerners are usually nice and comfy with their origin country, and such rants are rare. Really rare.

So, I am NOT going to comment on how Italy will become the next Wuhan. The world would finally see what happened in Wuhan soon, since China is famous for blatant information control and so Italy will essentially replay what happened there. Everybody is keeping the channel on now.

2. Professional advice had stated again and again how smoking is a big risk factor for COVID19 patients. I noticed that my neighbours are trying very hard to smoke less. I am praying that they can quit smoking successfully soon while I sincerely hope that the tobacco companies would humbly realize that they will not be enjoying good business environment for years coming.

3. Stocking up a bit on essentials when the price is low has proven to be a nice housekeeping habit. Being able to read Japanese helps with purchasing too and can save up to 60%.

題目 : 香港是這樣 - 部落格分类 : 新聞報道

tag : covid-19

累倒

因為公共交通為了節源,等車時間增加令車程大幅上升,又回到了之前倒下、因為鼻敏感而上班狀態極差的日子。

我想要呼吸……

p.s. LP大人生日快樂。

題目 : 自省時間 - 部落格分类 : 單身自由

Reflections on writing in English(2/2)

The most important thing to know is how some nations can have democracy and therefore the government is empowered while being supervised to take care of the minorities and to distribute the critical resources such as medicine and education to bring out the positive potential of the people such that people can be held responsible to the political decisions they make and come to wise decisions while being productive instead of becoming "the origin of global disasters".

And no, the logic of my liberal education was as bad as my writing. It was more like venting out on the next generation on the painful tragedies that human beings have created on Earth. Psychology in my undergraduate years was also taught like that. All the bullshits from those pioneers of making money out of susceptible crowd etc... you know what. I didn't pay to learn all those cheap scams which one can learn elsewhere.

After reading these 2 months' English productions of my own, I have realized that I have never been able to enjoy a good communcation culture and I have always been vented on by those around me. This is why I don't feel living alone bad for all these 10 years. There are worse things than living alone.

題目 : 自省時間 - 部落格分类 : 單身自由

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溫的若

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人類有很多不同的屬性,有一兩種偏離正常(就當是十分之一吧)是很平常的。假設人有5種互相沒有關係的屬性,五個數值都是「正常」的機會只有一半左右。
但是如果五個數值之中,同時有三種是「不正常」的,那麼100人之中,就只有不到一人,堪稱「異界人」了。

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